So as we all know break ups are never easy. It’s hard saying goodbye to someone that you have spent years with, sharing laughs, secrets, and planning for your so called future together. Anyone who really knows me, knows that I can be a bit of a serial dater...I love hard, but I also run fast....I just look at it as rehearsing for when "Mr. Right" comes along. But when I met this particular man I thought to myself, maybe I do see myself getting married and I should start taking relationships more seriously. Perhaps I was just dating all the wrong men, and that's why I was always looking for a way out when I was in a relationship. So when things turned from "Oh this is too good to be real," to me having a broken heart to heal, I decided that it’s time to love being the single free spirited woman that I'm proud to be....
Of course the perfect time to be single is the SUMMER, SUMMER, SUMMERTIME (Will Smith), and broken hearted or not I was ready to get back out there, and this time I was NOT settling for anything. I mean, I do have Femme Fatale tattooed on my forearm, so I was determined to live up to it. While at my first party of the summer, and just in case you already forgot, I was now single. The only thing on my mind was where are the sexy, single men at? Now to set the record straight, I was not looking to jump into another relationship…I was drinking and thirsty to find someone to get my mind off my ex…I was hurting bad and I knew that if I had someone to distract me, I wouldn’t be sad all summer. But wait, did I mention my ex was at the same party? Well he was, so I was trying extra hard to mingle to keep from thinking about him and what he was doing. Finally after making my rounds and being highly disappointed at the fact that there were more women than men and not much eye candy to choose from, I decided that this tall, adorable man with dreads would be my next victim! J
Normally I do not go out of my way to find a man to talk to, but again I was in dire need of a man's attention at this fragile state I was in, or so I thought I did. After exchanging numbers I decided to meet up with him the next day. This is when I knew something was not right with him because this fool told me that I have a nice booty and could make some good money. So I'm thinking, oh he thinks I can be famous for having a big booty with a pretty face…. like Kim Kardashian!! How sweet right...nope he was talking about me shaking it on the pole for those dolla dolla bills. So not only did he pretty much say that he wanted to be my pimp, he also told me he loved me after only three days of knowing me! Ummm…that's a huge no no in my book. I mean seriously… I just met you. I guess he thought that that's what I wanted to hear, but from then on I knew I could not take him seriously. As crazy as he was, I still continued to hang out with him.
At this point you’re probably thinking I am the crazy one….I mean why would anyone continue to entertain this man. But the fact is that I saw a lot of myself in him. We both spoke our minds and didn’t care what others thought about us. We both would do and say things to each other just to get a reaction. We also could tell each other anything and we gave each other real advice….also he made me laugh, and I needed someone to help keep my mind off of the pain I was going through. But when he asked me for an extra key to my house and then told me that if I did not already have a son he would knock me up and we would be together (his words not mine), I realized that I'm not dealing with a normal human being here. This man has some serious, deep issues. My first thought was WTF? First of all, who says that…out loud? But like I said before…I can’t take him seriously so I pretty much ignore him when he says anything extra crazy!
We still speak every once in a while. After all, he reminds me every time we talk of what I do not want in a man, and he was great preparation for my newly single dating life! J
Smooches,
Bella
Of course the perfect time to be single is the SUMMER, SUMMER, SUMMERTIME (Will Smith), and broken hearted or not I was ready to get back out there, and this time I was NOT settling for anything. I mean, I do have Femme Fatale tattooed on my forearm, so I was determined to live up to it. While at my first party of the summer, and just in case you already forgot, I was now single. The only thing on my mind was where are the sexy, single men at? Now to set the record straight, I was not looking to jump into another relationship…I was drinking and thirsty to find someone to get my mind off my ex…I was hurting bad and I knew that if I had someone to distract me, I wouldn’t be sad all summer. But wait, did I mention my ex was at the same party? Well he was, so I was trying extra hard to mingle to keep from thinking about him and what he was doing. Finally after making my rounds and being highly disappointed at the fact that there were more women than men and not much eye candy to choose from, I decided that this tall, adorable man with dreads would be my next victim! J
Normally I do not go out of my way to find a man to talk to, but again I was in dire need of a man's attention at this fragile state I was in, or so I thought I did. After exchanging numbers I decided to meet up with him the next day. This is when I knew something was not right with him because this fool told me that I have a nice booty and could make some good money. So I'm thinking, oh he thinks I can be famous for having a big booty with a pretty face…. like Kim Kardashian!! How sweet right...nope he was talking about me shaking it on the pole for those dolla dolla bills. So not only did he pretty much say that he wanted to be my pimp, he also told me he loved me after only three days of knowing me! Ummm…that's a huge no no in my book. I mean seriously… I just met you. I guess he thought that that's what I wanted to hear, but from then on I knew I could not take him seriously. As crazy as he was, I still continued to hang out with him.
At this point you’re probably thinking I am the crazy one….I mean why would anyone continue to entertain this man. But the fact is that I saw a lot of myself in him. We both spoke our minds and didn’t care what others thought about us. We both would do and say things to each other just to get a reaction. We also could tell each other anything and we gave each other real advice….also he made me laugh, and I needed someone to help keep my mind off of the pain I was going through. But when he asked me for an extra key to my house and then told me that if I did not already have a son he would knock me up and we would be together (his words not mine), I realized that I'm not dealing with a normal human being here. This man has some serious, deep issues. My first thought was WTF? First of all, who says that…out loud? But like I said before…I can’t take him seriously so I pretty much ignore him when he says anything extra crazy!
We still speak every once in a while. After all, he reminds me every time we talk of what I do not want in a man, and he was great preparation for my newly single dating life! J
Smooches,
Bella
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